Quilting for Paul

We had some t-shirts of Paul, and Cristina had the idea to make a quilt out of them. At first I wasn't sure how it would look. When I saw it, I was amazed by my sister's talent. I really think it came out beautiful. Hope you like the pictures.

Another year....

Paul Granada
April 10, 1981 - October 28, 2005

I can hardly believe as I type these words, that is has been 3 years since my brother Paul left us. Every year around Halloween time, I feel like just hiding and make believe that none of this ever happened, but the reality of it is, he is really gone. As we all get older, and the kids grow up I realize just how much he really missed out on. It wasn't worth it Paul, it really wasn't. If you knew Paul, you know he was warm, gentle, and kind. So out of his character to remove himself from all of our lives. I know about depression... We all get depressed at some point and time in out lives and experience these feelings. The difference is some of us don't snap out of it like we should. Mental illness is just that..... an illness. I assure you if Paul was in his "right mind" this wouldn't have happened. It's very important to bring light to Mental Illness and support those programs in search of funding to increase awareness on a bigger scale.
I will be walking on October 18, 2008 in memory of my brother Paul. I encourage you to read up on Suicide Awareness. If I had known what I know now about Suicide and the warning signs, my brother would probably be alive.

For information on suicide prevention please visit:
http://www.afsp.org/
http://suicidehotlines.com/

PAUL'S NEW MYSPACE PAGE

So my little baby (Lauren) set up a myspace account for Paul and Jeff's (Reinbold) PBJ song.
It's the cutest thing.... If you have a myspace please add!
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=390223954

I will have to post the story behind this song, I will later on.

Wish you were here to celebrate your birthday.

Happy Birthday Paul

I miss you so much......... it just can't be put into words. I would give anything to have you back here again. I miss your hugs mostly.
It's hard to believe you're gone, and not celebrating your birthday with us.
I guess I'm just grateful to have had you in my life and in our family for the short time we did.
I love you always,
Grack

www.paulgranada.com
www.myspace.com/paulgranada

The Picture of Paul down there....

I put this picture up because I really want to find someone who can draw.
I think this is a great picture of Paul, and I love the way this picture captures his smile.
So.... if anyone of ya'll know someone who is amazing at drawing... please.... get in touch with me.
Thanks so much!